In life i learned that no one will help you, that when you have no money or associates, you have to make your own luck...by definition: harming others as you have been harmed will put you further up the food chain, as the victims of your survival fall down it.
In meeting my Sire, i learned that anything i had previously done to survive was a part of a life that was not real. It all happened within the fog of deception, chaos and propaganda the Kindred had fed mankind to keep themselves secret and protected.
My Masters knowledge gave me desire
My Masters teachings gave me focus
My Masters beatings gave me strength
And now im in Florida, and in knowing of the real world. Awaiting the creatures above me in the real food chain to try and keep me down.